Dear Reader,

My play partner and I had out first public scene this past weekend! and boy what a scene! So many firsts for me in that brief span of time. 

I have never let any of my past partners play with me in public, too self-conscious of my weight to be comfortable with it. Nor have I ever allowed anyone to put me on a St. Andrew’s cross and have their way with me. but this man makes me feel comfortable enough to have done both on Saturday. 

He fastened me to the cross and i settled into it like a warm bed on a cold morning. The entire world fell away except for him, his touch, his words, his toys and the wonderful things they were doing to me. In those moments there was no doubt that I belonged to him and he absolutely did not mind anyone else knowing it. For us, it was just he and I in the room.  I am happy to report that he left me with some very lovely bruises which have thrilled me each time I rub against them since that night.

As always, he excels in the aftercare and had me ready to fall asleep in his arms as he held me and let me settle from the intensity of the cross.  I didn’t want to leave his arms any more than I ever do. I look forward to the next time and place when he leads me a little further into this wonderland. 

We are still undecided as to what we are outside of scenes and playdates, but I think the knight is closer to stepping onto the drawbridge than ever before. Keep wishing me luck, reader! maybe this knight is MY knight in shining leather after all! 

As always, remember: This is your life; live it your way! 


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